Torture

I need to give you up
my sweet obsession
which brings me
only short-term gratification
and long-term pain

I need to give you up
I don't want to give you up
I need to give you up
I don't want to give you up

I need to give you up

You and your soft kisses
wanting touches
and oceanic pleasures
which disappears
the moment you leave

because I never know after that
when I will see you again

Because, after all,
you don't really care

and I am tired
so tired
of withering my life away
without love
by loving you