Well, I saw HIM last night! Yes, him, the ex-boyfriend... We had a nice visit, although of course, it is not easy to trust him at this point........ He makes promises but then doesn't keep them AFTER we have our hot, steamy sex..... He made promises... we will see if he keeps them, this time.......
It was funny.... after he left, I was fantasizing only about staying single, staying in my house, not fantasizing as I used to, about us being together and living together, me selling my house, us buying a house together.... Perhaps I am burnt out, after all. That is a good thing, for ME.... allows me to stay in my reality and not get all worked up over things that will never happen.....
I wonder what life will bring, next........!
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